ernolewen

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Fiction by ernolewen, literature

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Fiction

Hello, Sweet Stranger A grand fiction in my eyes. But here in form, you stand before me. So, grand the mirage I've created. But rather faulty from your view This facade, the experiment, to see how far I could go. Deceiving myself, with only myself to blame. So, come join me, Sweet Stranger, in the art of denial. With cunning and splendor, and no truth to speak of.

I am.... by ernolewen, literature

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I am....

I'm a waste, I am useless. I'm the present and the feeling. I'm the dark...and the light. The noise and the sound. I am every heartbeat, every breath. I am the paper that I write upon - slowly expressing each thought from my wavering hand. I am the fire that burns in each killing cigarrette, trapt behind that veil of ashes... flicking of

Vertigo by ernolewen, literature

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Vertigo

This lathering flood of hot light pounds my sweet boiling blood. The waxing black swims bitter through my skin. So raw, her screaming wet stare, With sordid red and repulsive frantic smear Ugly, the crushing urge to beat her. Lust water lies in the delirious symphony of time, Letting over chains the weak heave of eternity. Lovely as a rusted void, always fast and blowing under, I watch the milk and honey sweat bare on beauty. Only she is mad for these delicate bed moments Some like to manipulate and some like to play.

Monster by ernolewen, literature

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Monster

A void hangs between us, So lost and insecure. Lightly stepping, each move that we make. Trying so desperately to mend the cracks, as the walls come crashing down. You and I, so perfectly fitting - a one for eachother to match. Now floundering, now suffocating, Now writhing in discontent.

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Not Witholding by ernolewen, literature

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Not Witholding

Don't look at me as though Trying to see through layers. I'm here, in front of you, sprawled out for you to see. Examine and test me, Whatever you like. I'm raw I'm real And I hide nothing. For so long I've been clouded from view, a shape in the distance. But I'm here now, in the moment. So do what you like to me. I'm yours, take me where you go. Lead me, I will follow, I'll do as you like. You read the words that come out of my mouth like spoken by God. But don't you see, it is I in awe of you? You hold so many great things inside. So claim me as yours and remove me from here. Close yourself around me and crush m

Untitled by ernolewen, literature

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Untitled

I rage in my head Of torturous beings, corrupting me..... using me. The blackest of demons the Source could bring. And how I want that for myself. That constant despair that I sink myself into. Falling 'til the fires of Hell are about me. But forever I remain in this existing facade. Living for the sake of living, making it day to day. Hidden beneath a terrible guise.

The Three by ernolewen, literature

Ambivilance by ernolewen, literature

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Ambivilance

You kept her with you inside your being, I don't understand your trouble, You say you love her and yet You lay her down into a void Crushed and broken To face what may have been Alone. Never knowing love, at all Never knowing you... Mother.

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Current Residence: Hilliard, Ohio
Favourite genre of music: Anthing but country!
Operating System: Windows 7
Favourite cartoon character: Herbert the Pedophile

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Salvador Dali

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Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, LOTR, Interview w/a Vampire

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Nine Inch Nails, Stone Temple Pilots, Alice in Chains,

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Anne Rice, Brett Easton Ellis, Poe, Tolkien

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ernolewen

Apr 30, 2010

Woo-hoo!

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It feels really good to have submitted some new things to DeviantArt after so long! There are only three for now, but I'm hoping that there will be more soon. In a perfect world I would have all the time and money that I need to devote to the things that I love. Until then, finding work and being "responsible" (bleh!) is a much more important task for me right now. Thanks for the faves that I have gotten so far! They are much appreciated!! :D

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ernolewen

Jan 11, 2010

I'm back...kind of

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So, after having not been on the site for quite some time, I decided to give it another visit. I have currently found myself without a camera again, but I see a semi-promising prospect of getting one in my nearish future, lol. As for writing, I haven't done much of that either. I'm sure that anyone that follows me might know that motivation is kind of my downfall...espacially when it comes to things that I don't necessarily HAVE to do. But I'm going to give this another shot. I hope to see you all around and catch up :D

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ernolewen

Mar 26, 2008

Ugh!

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So, I still have yet to submit any new photos. I want to so badly, though. Things have been just a little more than weird for me lately. And lets just say that I have better things to spend my money on now...I see no new computer or camera in my near future! I do hope that things will be looking up, soon. I'm without a place to live and just making it day to day at a friends house. Life has been hell for me recently. But I did it all for love and that has to count for something...it HAS to or else I have nothing. I will do what I can to continue submitting my poetry. It's not like I have a huge fan-base or anything, but I feel better when I

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thanks for the fav!

Thanks for the fav! ^___^

rbeebephoto

Nov 17, 2010

High

Five to you Emily.

No particular reason..."just cuz" ...we still should find the reason to cross paths, say hello.

Hope all's well.

Richard

ernolewen

Dec 30, 2010

Thanks! And high

five back to you!

All is fairly well at the moment. In my short 21 years I've found that life will throw you ups and downs, of which I have seen many, but I've been trying to keep my chin up and hope that in the end it will all be worth it.

If it weren't for the fact that we live on opposite sides of the country, I'm sure we would have had a few long and drawn out conversations about photography and the meaning of life by now. But, alas, at this rate I'll be stuck in Ohio until the end of time.

Hope all is well on your end too!

magnolia-scent26

May 8, 2010

Thank you for your fac in 'Teetering Between Ironic and Picturesque'

No problem!

thanks for the fav!!